| i am here, and you are there
just a mile away, or less. i am no good with numbers
or measurement.
this closeness you have brought along
should have freaked me out. i think
to myself
maybe i should feel sorry for not giving you my best
but i am not, for i can't, as
you happen to appear where
my world is half-shrunken with
too little time and too much heartache.
i am trying, wanting to love you right
and more.
life is short. especially in my own sense of timing
nothing ever was quite right, yet they couldn't have been wrong.
people we meet, places we have been to
chances we miss, unfulfilled promises,
hopes that failed dreams, wrecked ships
are all just a path we walk.
i carry things with me, along with your heart. |
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| i think the way to get over someone is to not to think about him/her.
lock him/her up at the farthest corner in your mind.
but there will always be one beat that your heart misses.
you don't even think it is related to you. it's just your heart.
these days my heart has less and less to do with my being.
too many things had happened before he appeared.
if i keep those things off my mind it would feel like i had never lived.
the truth is all the way i had lived so fully.
it has been a morning and i have done nothing. |
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| 終於應該是被媽媽和男朋友縱壞了
如果小鳥可以依人，誰又捨得飛出去。
不過不行，每天都應該努力學習
很害怕會忘記了我當初為何要踏足藝術界 夢想是一件我不想要淡忘的事情。
想要有衝勁去衝鋒陷陣
想要不可為而為之的精神。 愛一天，多一天
到頭來我只想好好的愛好身邊的人。
時間愈來愈少了，人生愈來愈短。
夢裡花落知多少。 |
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| "i love my girlfriend, she is clever and is a poem."
last night he came pick me up from work
then we went home for dinner.
after dinner we washed the dishes together,
then we made out for hours.
my mom likes him as half a son.
where did i go right
how did i get you
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| Kin Man's Birthday today. :)
we are going out to some mysterious trips.
happy birthday my playmate!
i feel a bit sick again though.
dear flu, why don't you just go away?!!!
well. i am starting to hope that "this time" can be a real deal.
last night, when he talked about his future, i was in it:
in the house he would like to have, having breakfast in the morning in his arms.
at that moment my heart skipped a beat.
suddenly there is a future suddenly visible.
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